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This whole waiting thing is starting to affect my life in a strange way. I'm not really as fixated on it as I was a week ago, but I still feel really weird about it. I stare out windows more, I'm easily distracted, I have a hard time getting myself to do work. uuurrrrmmmmmm

Not much is happening 'round now. Work is gearing up for christmas (the season starts as soon a halloween is over) . I think they should pay us more during christmas, it's alot harder. Sorta looking forward to it, and kinda dreading it at the same time.